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rustique
Monday, December 31, 2007 @ 11:18 AM
 

It's the last day of the year already!

So c'mon everybody, THROW ALL YOUR UNHAPPINESS BEHIND!

I mean in front! (according to the picture) -.-

Aiya, JUST THROW EVERYTHING AWAY LA! :D

I don't know why, but the second half of year 2007 seems like a big karma to everyone.

Every single used-to-be-happy person suddenly were all going through relationship downfalls and are losing themselves at the same time.

It is so, so freaky.

I don't know what the coming year holds for all of us, but it better be something good.

And dear Mr.2008, i've drafted out for you, for absolutely free-of-charge,

Your priority list of must-bless-people-for-the-upcoming-year.

And they are as follows :


2. Gaoyan

3. Koh Seow Jin

4. Valerie Chan

5. Hong Zhen Hui

6. Lim Xin Yi

7. Wenny Liew ( Sorry idk your surname so i just assume you have the same surname as me LOL :D )

8. Kim Loo

9. Raudah Eryani

As for the 10th slot, let it be everyone else that i've not mentioned.

HAHAHA.

I simply love the phrase " and also to all those that i've not mentioned" ! :D

HOW CONVENIENT!!

LOL. LOL. LOL.

K la. Early in the morning so high not good for health. =/

I shall switch to emo mood...

I go cut my wrist now.

Bye.


-___-
 
 
rustique
Saturday, December 29, 2007 @ 9:47 PM
 
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Hi, Liew Zhi Lin,

Congratulations!

An advertiser has chosen to advertise on That's When I Love You.

The advertisement details are as follows:

Campaign: National Treasure 2 SS WK 3

Week: 30 Dec 2007 to 05 Jan 2008

Thank you. The Nuffnang Team


FINALLY. hahaha, yayy! :D
 
 
rustique
 


I finally received those xmas cards :D

Thankyou Yunzhi. Thankyou Chewlong. Thankyou Yijie.

Ultimately, it's still the old friends that brings warmth to your heart (:

And oh.

M1 also sent me something.

Guess what guess what?

It's my phone bill........ -___-

Wow i'm so delighted to see it you know.

Is there an option like 'i dearly wish to unsuscribe to this bill thing.' ?

I don't wish to be part of the mailing list anymore :D

Argh.
 
 
rustique
 
-

Me and sj are so contradicting.

Yesterday we were like :

" Aiya. Don't go kbox la, so waste money. Let's go shop around instead. "

But after all this big talk, we still ended up in kbox -.-

Cost a friggin $23.60 each man.

They say got no Kstudent now cos it's the holiday season -.-

Oh. Kbox is also very contradicting.

Marina Square one can sing from 2-5pm only.

And luckily i was smart enough to call other outlets, and yay! Suntec offered 2-7pm :D

So next time you all better call a few outlets to compare during the weekends.

Oh yes! Seowjin brought me 饭盒 from home. haha. so nice (:

Though i know is because her house got alot of leftover food. LOL.

Haha. After that we went to have dinner.. FOODCOURT.

So long never eat at foodcourt already la. =/

WOW x8,000,000,000.

And when i was eating, dear called from china!!

Omg. Miss her so much. 4more days. &i promised i'd pei her every single day im available (:

After that me and sj were like so lazy to take mrt home.

Then we were like :

" Let's go check if they got Bus 12 or not leh. "

And once we stepped out of Suntec,

Our hands uncontrollably reached out to flag a cab.

LOL.

And when we got on the cab, i was like thinking if got the $3 charge cos it's town area.

But the meter never show and we were damn happy.

Then turned out is the uncle forget to press. -__-And when the $3.00 appeared in the corner of the meter, we were like OH.

Waaaaaaaa. Then we were like guessing how much would it be when it reaches my house.

I guess $8.80, and sj guessed $9.90.

Then she realised that the fare was now jumping at 20cents and won't have an odd number anymore. LOL.

And so, when the cab was reaching around my area, it was around $8.00 already. whoo :D

Then when it was reaching my lobby, it was $8.60 and sj was like getting so happy cos it didn't reach my bet.

Then just on the second the cab stopped in front of my place, the metre jumped to $8.80, and there was this HUGE COMMOTION at the back seat of the cab.

LOL. I got off the cab smiling until my face nearly split apart.

DAMN SHUANG LA. HAHA.


I have this thing with guessing, i realised.



56 hours to 2008.
 
 
rustique
Thursday, December 27, 2007 @ 9:54 PM
 
-

I really love the photos taken today.

Sometimes randomness can do unexpected wonders. (:




I somehow like this very much (:




Cosmetic won't help. Plastic surgery? Maybe.



Imaginary glass pane.

I look like a friggin wax figuring.


I've been constipated for long.




Applausing for absolute nothingness.


And so.

After the project meeting, i was like so sleepy and bored, then i made this random decision to go Wild Wild Wet.

lol -.-

Really very random.... -__-

And so i met up with my lovelove vally, for the third time in the week already. LOL.

And we were like so pissed off by this bunch of noob guys throughout our whole stay in wild wild wet.

During the first time, we were like floating on the pool, then there was this bunch of guys that were floating in front of us.

And they were facing our direction and they kept SMILING at us.

Then they kept doing stuff to gain our attention which apparently only made us even more disgusted with them.

And the guy even swam over to help to pull me and vally together, cos we were floating apart.

Like hello. Even if i were to float to the North Pole i also don't want your help please.

Then me and vally were like laughing at how disgusting they were, and the guys saw us laughing and thought that we were smiling at them.

Then they got so happy, and that made me and vally want to just kill ourselves.

After that we faster got out of the pool cos we couldn't stand them anymore.

But guess what.

We bumped into that bunch of guys FIVE times, in two hours.

Everywhere we go, we see them.

Everytime we bump into them, we would just turn our backs and walk towards the opposite direction.

And we were so scared that they would think that we SHY that's we walk away. omg la. please. PLEASE LA. lol =x

And vally was like so pissed with them that i think she displayed her central finger twice or thrice to them.

LOL.

After that i dragged her to play the very tall&steep U-shape slide thingy.

And when it was our turn to go down that steep slope, i was screaming like hell when the person pushed us down.

And i was like : " FUCKYOUUUUUUUUUUUU "

lmao. i don't even know why i said that. and who was i reffering to.

But i guess i was just reffering to whichever moron that encouraged us to go take this ride.

oh. and i just remembered that that happens to be me.

-.-

And i think i scared the lifeguard. LOL.

It was another fun day out with my sweets.

Wonder where to go for the countdown....

Defniitely not staying in at home, that's for sure.

Haa. Hate it at home. China bitch. Fk you (:

Okay, i just realised that i'm getting more and more vulgar these days.

Very soon i'd be blogging in hokkien. zomg.

People with colourful vocabulary, please don't display them in front of me. I get influenced easily :(

Alright goodnight everyone (:

 
 
rustique
 
-

Met up with my lovelove Vally just now~

Had dinner at Bedok Mac, and we were cursing them for not having shaker fries.... -.-

She is still my favourite fellow camwhorer (:








Lol, this is cute. ^^

After that we wanted to buy bubble tea but apparently all the shops were closed already.

So i settled for 豆花.. idk why, but i feel auntie again. -__-




Auntie also know how to 摆 pose one okay!



I look abnormally happy here.

Ah. We talked about the goodol'days in AHS.. Dance.. And our coming five years of friendship.

Gosh. We've been through so much together.

Here are some pictures taken during our secondary school days (:









Never forget us sweets.

sended; bettier; drive bus; my uncle.

 
 
 
rustique
 
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Kbox costs a friggin $27 per person today.

If you wish to go with a group of friends, i think you all can straight away go Harvey Norman get your own ktv stereo system and sing at home 都比较划得来。


圣诞节应该叫敲诈节
 
 
rustique
 
-

My friend's nick :

I've waited 18 years for santa to come but just where is that bitch.

LOL.
 
 
rustique
Monday, December 24, 2007 @ 11:30 PM
 
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Last Christmas, I gave you my heart..

This Christmas.. Do you want my lungs?


-.- okay anyway.

I've been eating so. darned. much. during this holidays.


  • I'd need more facial foam, as i think i have double fourple chin now?


  • I'd need more body soap, as i now have a few more inches/sections/lumps/layers of me.


  • And I'd need another eye, in order to view the full circumference of my body.

Anyway i'm going to eat my very healthy kfc dinner now. BYE! :D

Aneroxic people should read my blog and they'd feel like a sheet of paper (:

 
 
rustique
 
-

And so, everyone would be telling one another to marry christmas tomorrow.

" Hey! Merry Christmas! "

Okay sorry, that wasn't very funny. I'm running out of jokes you see :[

Where to go tomorrow??

EVERYWHERE sure damn crowded one.

And Orchard is a big NO-NO.

Girls, if you all die also want go orchard, remember to put a mouse trap below your skirt.

The Banglahs should be the happiest people on Earth every christmas.
 
 
rustique
Saturday, December 22, 2007 @ 11:03 AM
 
-

Okay, i woke up after this dream, and i am feeling happy over that stupid, silly, dream! hahahah. :/

SO, BEFORE I LOSE MY MOOD TO UPDATE. I SHALL DO IT NOW.

Yessssss. I met up with the long-time-very-maji-no-see VALLY yesterday!!

And when we were walking out of Somerset mrt....

I tripped over something, and my slippers broke... FOREVER like that one. forever.

And it just SO HAPPENS that there was a cobbler straight ahead of me... -___-

WOW. How coincidentally convenient huh.

Who knows. Maybe is the uncle purposely put the stone there for people to trip over then he'd got business =/

And you know who your true friend is when your slipper snapped in the middle of a busy street and you have to stagger like a baika, but your friend didn't run away, but she chose to remain there and look idiotic with you :D





And so after that.. We went to Cine, Heeren, and Fareast :D

SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED. And there is one word to sum it all up.

KARMA.

Really. Super. Super. SUPER. Karma......... -__________-

We were like talking about alot of stuff yesterday, catching up with each other's lifes and the old times. And our conversation covered quite a wide range of people.

Firstly, we were talking about C over lunch.

And after lunch, we went up the escalator, and we bumped into him...........

Okay.... -.-

We also talked about M and Q.

And when we were taking the escalator up, the two of them happened to be taking the escalator down.........

And. We bumped into them. also...... -.-

We were like thinking.. WHY IS IT THAT WE BUMPED INTO WHOEVER WE TALKED ABOUT?!!?!

Then we were like :

" Eh. How come we talk about J too but we didn't bump into him huh? Maybe is because we didn't talk enough about him ba. Eh. Let's talk a few more sentences about him and maybe we'd bump into him later. LOL "

Initially. It was meant to be a dumbass joke.

But guess what?

Valerie REALLY bumped into him later on at City Hall...........................

-.- ... -.- ... -.- ............

And then after that when i went to meet darling at bugis.

I saw this person from far, and i was like... W..T....F.

I bumped into the last person that we discussed in our conversation.

I nearly wanted to just die on the spot.

Why is everything to dramatically karma-ed??!??!!


IT'S LIKE WE BUMPED INTO THE SIX PEOPLE THAT WE JUST HAPPENED TO RANDOMLY TALK ABOUT ALL IN ONE DAY.


MY GODDDDDDD.





It's been like more than a friggin year since we last got into that magical machine that can make every fugly person look like a goddess.

NEOPRINTS!!!



And it was super kns, cos the machine actually can infarred ALL your chosen neoprints to your handphone.

But we didn't know which option to choose, cos all the instructions were in the we-surely-can-understand-japanese Japanese. So in the end, we only got to infarred one... T.T

Oh ya. When we entered Cine, there was this guy that " hi baby " us. and he became our laughing stock for the rest of our night. lol.

Then when we were at the traffic junction, there was this carlifornia fitness guy that came to approach us, asking us to fill up some dumb form. He asked us how old were we, and i said 23.

And his IQ must be as high as a 1.523 to actually believe it.

He refused to let us off until vally said " she is going to meet her boyfriend now "

And guess what. That guy walked away immediately, without even saying bye.

And i was like exclaiming out loud : 好现实的一个人哦.

lol :D

 
 
rustique
Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 12:51 PM
 
可乐 :3 {MAKAN SUTRA ! } says:
AutoMessage: eating :] zhilin, baby, i love you
:]

 
 
rustique
 
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I was trembling. And who was there for me.

Friends.no.bf.no.family...what's family?

No big deal anyway (:

i feel like a fool for everything. rs. fam. haha.

Enough said.


妈妈,我爱你。



i've learnt to face everything on my own.
 
 
rustique
Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @ 12:54 AM
 
-

Phobia.
 
 
rustique
Tuesday, December 18, 2007 @ 12:16 PM
 


My dear wenny..

I know you have been longing and longing and longinggggggg to have this beeyouteefool W910i.

I've tried to see what i could do for you.

I understand that it costs a very tiny sum of $479.99,

and with my pathetic savings of 30cents per day,

I have calculated that

i would need

3.38356 years to be able to afford it.

:(

I'm sure if you are back to the happy girl you were, Santa would drop it down your chimney.

But of course it'd never happen, cos you don't even have a chimney :(

And i don't think anyone has ever seen Santa taking a lift before =x

Whatever it is, I love you girl! Cheer up okay (: (: (:
 
 
rustique
 
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ZOMG.

I just saw one of xinyi's entry and i was like *___________*

I really don't look like her la!! lol. funny girl!

Anyway, im here to say jiayou jiayou again!

This entry is dedictated to you.

LOVEYOU :D
 
 
rustique
Monday, December 17, 2007 @ 9:05 AM
 
-

Went to watch Alvin and The Chipmunks with Xinyi yesterday! (:

We finally went out! hahaha.

The chipmunks are soooooooooooooooo cute la.

I like the fat one! Because it reminds me of sj.

LOL. just joking.

Anyway the show's really nice, i was like smiling throughout.

Hahaha, SMILE. Reminds me of sth.... -_________-

And...

I hope i will be completed today.

(:

PS : xinyiiiiiii. muackmuack! jiayou okay (:
 
 
rustique
Sunday, December 16, 2007 @ 3:39 PM
 
-

I don't like this holiday.


Can God please drop something down into my life.
 
 
rustique
 
-

I KNEW IT.

Today sure here ache there ache one.

Hand pain. Leg pain. Butt pain.

kns :(

Yesterday after kbox with zhen at marina square, we happened to chance upon xiaozhu's event there! hahah.

SHUANG :D

Though we didn't get a very close view. But still can feel his shuai aura. LOL. *slaps myself*

Guys that can dance are really very captivating (:

Then i hold on to the barrier to watch until damn xingku la.

That's why today hand and leg all pain =/

And. Can some kind souls set up a donation drive for me?

I'm so poor these days :(
 
 
rustique
Saturday, December 15, 2007 @ 11:19 AM
 
-


PICTURES FROM THE PAST FEW WEEKS.



Seowjin (:










junhui (:



i love kim's hair.











Honey (:



Study study study.


Some idiot's cab fare -.-


Studying with matey at kfc (:



I didn't force them to come ah. :D



Yes. The two of us ate all these.




Exam = eat & eat & eat.


LOOK AT MY FACE LMAO!




The 'K' twins -.-


Eating again.


...........................



kuakua bakua~


So happened that i wore her curtain print to her house -___-


POP.


I could feel their joy (:


So what if i wear a lamp as my hat? (:


THAT'S HOW SHE KNOWSSSSSS.


ni kan wo wo kan ni.


CHIPMUNK!!


Met xinyi at toa payoh! (:

Our ahsou style of After Exam 'Celebration'.

Once to be nest.

Seowjin's brother is simply so amusing.





I'd go to your house more often to somersault with your siblings ya? yayaya? '''''''''

HAHAHAHAHAH

 
 
rustique
Friday, December 14, 2007 @ 9:27 PM
 

Growing.up.
 
 
rustique
 
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My mom let me go Taiwan.

I've been waiting for this moment for two years already, ever since i got back from there.

But now that i got it, i don't know why i'm not over the moon.


Huo xu shi fang bu xia yi xie dong xi bah...


There are tickets for this Sunday.
 
 
rustique
Thursday, December 13, 2007 @ 11:46 PM
 
-

And so, i went to school with like almost zero knowledge of F&B this morning.

I felt damn lousy. Because this was the first time i gave up on an exam.

Filled in lots of crap.

One very stupid one was.

Name the four types of tea.

My ans :

1. Green tea

2. Jasmine Tea

3. Chrysanthemum Tea

4. Bubble Tea.

Raudah was laughing her ass off -.-

And another one that i want to slap myself.

Name the four types of animals that produce milk.

My ans :

1. Cow

2. Goat

3. Ox

4. Duck.

After that when i came out of the exam hall, i was like thinking, do ducks even produce milk??

My god. I bet the teacher must be hysterically looking through my O Level qualifications to double check if i'm supposed to be in this course.

And thankyou honey for that hug (: muacks.

Okay so after the paper, me and zhen decided to take bus 28 to toa payoh.

Half an hour after we got on the bus, i was like :

" Isn't this STILL tampines...... "

And so, we got on the bus from tampines, and half an hour later, we were STILL at tampines.

DAMN COOL LA CAN.

-____-

And so, we finally reached Toa Payoh after ONE AND A HALF HOUR.

And we really had a very unique way of celebrating the end of our exams.

People go watch movie / shopping,

we go..

Shopping

at

NTUC

and

Shop & Save


SERIOUSLY LIKE AUNTIE LIKE THAT LA. WALAOOO -.-

We went to shop for ingredients

and went to zhen's house

to cook chicken porridge -___-

We also bought vcd to watch. The Shao Nu Ah Chu.

Haa. I think Seowjin mentioned to me about the show before. But i cant remember if she said that it was nice or not nice =/

And OHHH.

I met xinyi at toa payoh just now! PRETTY GIRL :D

Mms..

Then just now.

Me and zhen went cycling.


Rode past a once-to-be nest.

Thought i saw someone.

Zhen nearly got banged by a car.

And there really are alot of stars.


Haa. So near yet so far. (:



Seventeen days of holiday.

It's gonna be kinda different. i guess.


PS : ilu vally (:
 
 
rustique
 
-

This is the first time i give up on my exam.

I lied in bed for nine hours yesterday since 2pm.

The flu and migrane was killing me.

I tried so hard to read my notes. But i seriously dont know what am i reading.

I'm gonna hand up a blank script later.

Wonderful way to end the exams and start a holiday.

I need to do something about my life.
 
 
rustique
Wednesday, December 12, 2007 @ 8:01 PM
 
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就 让 它 安 静 地 死 去 吧

(:

those words were fatal.
 
 
rustique
 
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Murderer.
 
 
rustique
 
-

我乐观。我快乐。我坚强。

我成熟。我理智。我看开。

我自爱。我不寂寞。我胡说。
 
 
rustique
 

我到底要什么, 到底要什么。

为什么什么人不做,偏偏要做个矛盾的人..
 
 
rustique
 

虚伪的我, 陪着寂寞的我
 
 
rustique
Sunday, December 09, 2007 @ 7:39 PM
 

吻我, 离开我..
 
 
rustique
 
-


I had a very intellectual conversation with an annonymous that added me on msn just now.

Ahpek: m 28 sg u?

Me: how come ur friendster is female

Ahpek: male lor

Me: so which are u?

Ahpek: i am a guy. u how old?

Me: 38 lor

Ahpek: u 38? cant be?

Me: that pic was taken 20 yrs ago lor.

Ahpek: haha. married?

Me: fighting a divorce case now

Ahpek: any kids?

Me: one daughter. how about you?

Ahpek: i seperated. u drink?

Me: drink kopi lor

Ahpek: chey. thought jio u for beer

Me: ha. u got kids?

Ahpek: sigh. one

Me: how old?

Ahpek: 8..
too bad cant jio u

Me: ya lor. too bad.

Ahpek: ya

Me: i see. is that you on the pic?


Ahpek: yes.. so ugly hor

Me: abit la

Ahpek: wa

Me: LOL


You have just sent a nudge.

Ahpek: ?

Me: never reply

Ahpek: u say i ugly wad



LOL. okay i feel damn bad. but then it really made me and kua laugh until we were banging our heads against the wall. omg.

Okay i got to stop now, jasmine's head is bleeding profusely from all the banging already.
LOL -.-

EXAM TOMORROW.

So damn many things happened today. this is crazy.
 
 
rustique
 


You have no reason not to smile now.



 
 
rustique
 
-

43/70.....................



who. what. where. when.
 
 
rustique
Saturday, December 08, 2007 @ 12:35 PM
 
-

i am SO fa me re do SICK and bored of my life.

Maybe i should ask my ahma to intro some of her CC friends to me.

Heard that taichi can relieve stress and live longer.

The live longer part no need, im sick of my life anyway, i just want to relieve stress.

and i dont mind looking retarded in the park. i think it's cool :D

And... my laptop's still down. dammit :(

Oh. You know that day i chat with Bill Gates on icq, he say want help me repair, but then leh? Cheat my feelings only -___-

Okay i should stop living in my virtual world.

-.-

Back to reality.

Bye.
 
 
rustique
Friday, December 07, 2007 @ 3:41 PM
 
-

Turning point pls. plsplspls
 
 
rustique
 
-

i dont wanna lose myself. i dont want. dont want. dont want :(

you want?


and keiths just whacked my head. MORON. -.-



Start a zhilin-come-back petition.
NOW.
 
 
rustique
 
-

things are going the other way.


self-destruction timer
 
 
rustique
Wednesday, December 05, 2007 @ 2:12 PM
 
-

i've deleted quite a few posts that sounded like pre-suicidal entries -.-

and the tags on my blogs are really comforting. thankyou all =)

but i'm so sorry people. im unable to make you all laugh anymore.. :(

i'm really going crazy these days :DD


And.. It is almost becoming a daily routine for me to scroll down my phone's contact list from A-Z for around four times each day.

lookin through my contacts over and over again.

and i just dont know who to seek.

its like noone can get me out of this shit or make me feel better.

but still, i want to thank :

zhen. nikki. wenny. xinyi.

thankyou so much darlings. (:

my two other good friends. seowjin and gaoyan.

are both not in singapore..........

=(



haiiiii.

walking corpse.walking corpse.walking corpse.


WHOOO!


...... i wanted to end the entry sounding happy. but. i cant think of anything to say -.-

ok la.

HAHAHA. :D

The world is such a merry place to live in! CHEERS !

i'd be back... soon. (:

 
 
rustique
 
-

so.. so.... exhausted...........................................


i'm gettin numb! :D

then expressionless! :D

then dieeee~~!

then revive again!

then i can :D :D :D for real.

castingyouout

Is she insane?

 
 
rustique
Monday, December 03, 2007 @ 9:44 AM
 
-

I need to come back soon.

Maybe like now?

:D :D :D :D :D :D


MEI YOU SHEN ME HAO NAN GUO DE


ZHILIN YOU ROCK


LOL CHILDISH SHIT.


  • Commskills interview later
  • Japanese presentation on thursday
  • Public speaking speech on thursday
  • Econs article due on friday
  • Marketing assignment due on friday


WOW WOW WOW

You tell me where got time to emo?? kns.

JIAYOU LA.
 
 
rustique
 
-

忽 冷 忽 热
 
 
rustique
Sunday, December 02, 2007 @ 9:43 AM
 
-

Ctrl..

Alt......

Del................



the temperature's droppin.

i should leave.


taking the first step out...


i have to control.....
and i alr got a feeling tt i'd fail miserably. :D

willyou.willyou.
youwont.youwont.


unspeakable
 
 
rustique
Saturday, December 01, 2007 @ 1:58 PM
 
-

Why is it that everyday i have to wake up with this

am-i-a-corpse-or-living-human feeling.

I NEED A SPUR I NEED A MOTIVATION I NEED SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO SOMEONE TO KEEP ME GOING


This is random but. Can i change my surname to hai..


9 more days to exams.

I cant afford to die now.


dont wna __________ anymore.


getoutgetoutgetout.


As much as i feel like lying in my coffin right now, i've gotta lug my body out to study.


bye, black and white everything.


PS : To those happy souls out there, pls avoid my blog for at least until after christmas. Stay happy, and stay away frm here (:
 
 
rustique
 
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This hollowness that none can fill.

Searching for that something.

that never comes.

that can't be found.

..

.......

and what am i searching for again ?


And now for some random stuff.

>> tw ;

whatever happened to my dream


>> Oschool Recital tomorrow..



>> Laptop still unable to use -.-



>> 7


>> Been binging like a pregnant woman these days.


>> Holidays are coming soon. And then Christmas. Fast..

What do i want for christmas.

Hmmm...................................................................


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