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rustique
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 @ 11:36 AM
 
Singapore reports 1st flu case

http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_382278.html

:/
 
 
rustique
Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 4:04 PM
 
Smart choice I made to bring my camera cable to work.

TADA, photos uploaded instantly, on the spot yo!




T'was taken yesterday though.

An everyday essential!





We were smiling to the camera and yet Adam was aiming our legs -__-

Well done!





If I showed my face in this picture, it'd be a classic.

But let's save that yea.
:s
*clears throat*

Ohhhhhhhhh Ches.

Oh btw, the rest of the pictures are posted on Facebook. =)

We're so colourful today!

It's been long since we had pictures, and today's a good day :D

Urgh. I've been spending so much these days.

My finance manager has been showing signs of protest. I'm remorseful and ashamed of myself as it is, and it's worse to hear it :( :(!!

But I've really got soooooooo much I want.
oh god oh god.

And now that I'm hooked up with online sprees too, I'm even more DAMNED.

Ah lu ah lu, zen me bannnnnnnn.

And my cab fares to work everyday. Guilt-struck.

I NEED TO GO HOME EARLY, WORKOUT EARLY, SLEEP EARLY, SO THAT I CAN WAKE UP EARLY.

SET.
 
 
rustique
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 10:25 AM
 


Goodbye. We'd meet again.




And hello.







Something new I'd like to try.

Still seasoning my curls.

Went through much trauma before I arrived here.

T'was the salvation I was speaking of.

Session yesterday was great.

Something I've always wanted.

Was nice teaching liting, lavone and fion waacking.

They all could catch pretty fast! (:

Chansee's dope.

Av' got so much more to learn from one another. =)

Oh by the way, you might not want to believe, but,

Megan Fox is a man. She admitted it.

http://weeklyworldnews.com/celebs/4783/megan-fox-is-a-man
/

No wonder she starred in Transformers. She is one herself.

-.-
 
 
rustique
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 9:56 AM
 
Finally the time to update pictures snowballed for the past one month :X

Photos in random order.


Our 1 year 2 months anniversary :)

温温的 ..



Little animal. :)




Okay this picture looks so photoshopped -.-

Maybe cos we look so small in contrast to the machine, lol.

But the sweat is real!

Imma freak for gym! :D


After Km's perf~





Mother's Day Edition of Boys Over Flowers.


Luu's new phone; Damm hard to find! x_x


We thought the pot would be really deep for a $20 meal. Hmm.....

MOF treat to my dearest with my own work pay! :D


Still image for you, video pending.

I WANT, NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU! *clap clap, clap* ;)


Poor margo..

Changed three homes and finally settled down in a warm home, I guess. :[



Apparently everybody's smile engines haven't warmed up yet by lunchtime. Plastic faces!! Ches owns this pic! HAHA.




A very unique " 下午茶 " .


Guess what. When Farah opened up Chessia's newly bought Uncle Toby, the packets were ALL unsealed. God, damn gross.



Subway makes you go GAGA.



L4D. My first attempt and there shall be no second.

My head was spinning after that. Motion sickness. Urgh.



To check if people are swined back then.



MOMO~~~~~~~~~ ;D ;D

It's damn hard to snap an unblurred picture of him.

He's ALWAYS moving and jumping around. Damn hyperactive! *__*





You stay there, we are going to send you for a haircut! Teehee.




Don't know since when luu and shalaman became best friends?

It's just a matter of time before I turn jealous.

LOL.


Gay.




Baked by Kelsey~


Hi birthday boy, why place the knife at such an inauspicious angle?!? Hahaha.




We look like dwarfs beside him -.-



Ahhh. I've still got so much pictures & videos to post up!

Depresso I felt I was, for the past few days or so. Like a badly concocted Espresso.

BUT IMMA CARAMEL FRAP WITH EXTRA DRIZZLE NOW!

Thank you for saving the most important part of zhilinnnnnnn :D

New me.
 
 
rustique
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 12:06 PM
 

I'm counting on you.
 
 
rustique
Friday, May 15, 2009 @ 3:39 PM
 
冲动....................!!!!



天啊


我要

我要 我要

我要 我要 我要

我要 我要

我要 我要 我要 我要 我要 我要
 
 
rustique
Thursday, May 14, 2009 @ 3:37 PM
 



"When I'm in camp you must help me sound the hunter's horn k? "


You and your stupid mousehunt can be annoyingly cute. Grr.

I did my homework for today ah lu!

Whoo, I miss the food at the swimming club.. Tomorrow!! ;D

Missed Waacking class last week and yesterday when I went back, omg, I realised I missed out a hell lot.

Was like really lost, but was so lucky to have Shantelle to stay back to teach me. Thanks girl! :)

Dance has been more active on both mind and body lately.

Hmm...

And I just made an appointment on impulse? Maybe.

It's been seven months afterall.

And ohhhhh.

Quote of the day:

" TAKE SMU BUSINESS WATI! "

Hahah, inside joke.

So happy for you!! My capable baybee. :D Not wati -.-
 
 
rustique
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ 4:27 PM
 




Oh god.

I didn't found it funny at all until keiths pointed out what one person commented :

badllamajr
lil girl did her first backflip @ about the age of 3 how many of u guys can say u guys did that



Wtf. -.-
 
 
rustique
Monday, May 11, 2009 @ 9:45 AM
 
Escaped the morning run. :X

SSC has set every monday, wednesday and friday mornings for us interns to go out there to the stadium track to run.

Though I love working out, but I'm just not a morning person. I'd get dizzy and all after that. I'm not sure if it's the sun, or my body programming? :/

My body loves to do gym at 8pm, swimming at 9pm, rope at 11pm, cross training at 12am.

Especially after dinner, the feeling is awesome. :)

Anyways, just a brief imageless update on the past week first before my memory overwrites.

06 May

1 year 2 months anniversary; Dinner with luu at Jacks Place. ;)

07 May

Advance celebration for Adam's birthday. Kelsey baked~

Oh, on a random note. I think it was quite stupid when I asked adam after work:

"Where are you heading to?"

Adam: "Err, birthday celebration?"

And I actually asked:

"Oh your friend's birthday?"

And he was like,

"My birthday.....?"

OMG. I feel damn stupid. We just cut his cake in the morning only and by evening I've clean forgotton about it x__x Okay, I give you special permission to do that to me on my birthday too.

08 May

I can't really remember what happened already. We went bugis? And luu somehow has this weird fetish for my pink shirt-white shorts combi, he says I look "soft". You mean I look hard on usual days? LOL.

And Ches said I looked like I was going to play golf. *__* Quite true eh. Haha.

And if I'm not wrong it's on this very day that the taxi uncle was like asking me:

"Why are you heading down to the stadium?"

Me: "Oh, I'm working there. Haha."

Uncle: "Aiyo stadium not good one lah. So old already. I advise you to change job better."

-___-

I guess the uncle had graduated so long from poly already that he can't recall the part where there is no such thing as " I resign" in internships.'

-.- Lol.

Oh oh. Afterwhich he was telling me:

"You got driving license already?"

Me: "Nope."

Uncle: "You should faster go get one you know. Can standby for next time drive taxi. Drive taxi can earn alot of money one leh!"

.... I guess, he's really passionate about his job. Lol!

But he has no idea that he is speaking to an extremely directionally challenged individual. Man. This reminds me of that time where I was walking from oschool to bugis and got kinda lost and actually had to approach a tourist for directions.

You get my point now eh. =X

Okay I'm totally off track.

09 May

Gymed with luu in the morning. Spent almost $300 on sport shoes, apparel and weights on the day before. Though I feel the pinch, but it's a life-long investment! :)

Luu got dope wolverine looking shoes too which he's totally smitten with and outcasts my pink running shoes.

Saturday mornings are fine tuned for gym!

Caught km's performance at NAFA at night. Don't feel like mentioning other happenings.

Maybe only the fact that luu looks especially handsome that day? :D


10 may

Session with angie darling and my luuuuu!

Like finally finally.

Embrace the feeling of freedom and letting go.

Nobody nobody but you.

We'd do it again, we need to!!

We make a great duo eh? *winks*

Afterwhich, we all went over to mom's place to execute our Mother's Day Surprise.

Could tell she was enthralled. :)

Called for delivery on the behalf of the lazy procastinators with my left hand holding my handphone dialling for pizza hut and my right hand holding the house phone dialling for kfc, simultaneously.

I took like almost 20attempts before I managed to call through both lines. And I had to listen to that electronic woman trying very hard to pass off the angmoh accent speak in the background music (that was meant to calm down frustrated and hungry diallers) for 8 minutes only to get my line cut off...... -___-

So by the time I reached my eight hundredth attempt, I finally managed to speak to a normal, real-life, kfc human phone operator.

And the best part was, when I asked the boys what they wanted. They said. Oh we don't want kfc, we want pizza hut. The spicy drumlets!

THANKS.

And good game.

.....

But eventually they still managed to have their 20 pc spicy drumlet while I indulge watching luu eat. Really look like some little animal~

The ride back was open-roofed. With the 4 of us squeezing for butt survival getting cosy at the back seats. Love the feeling of the wind blowing agaisnt my face and took particular enjoyment watching my bro's gf hair slapping onto his face and him begging me for my hairband. And it's time like these that guys would not care if the hairband has freaking pink strawberries on it but too bad, it was simply a perfect moment I've been waiting for for me to take the role of a selfish, bimbotic, sister. :D

Mmm. Brought my own lunch box today. Can't wait for lunch!!

And I just remembered that this was supposed to be a brief update. Okay I always contradict. What's new. Lol. Bye! Have a good week ahead :)
 
 
rustique
Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 9:24 AM
 
Slept well last night? Nope, not at all.

Yes, it affected me to a certain extent, I must admit.

The fact that this could be considered the first time in my life I ever had a showdown with someone face to face and spoken in that tone means something.

Supressed emotions on the loose. I could no longer force out a smile nor close one eye to what you're saying, friend.

I don't wanna name names. My fingers are running on this keyboard now not for any purpose of revenge or to arouse any hatred. I just need to channel out the reminants of any hard feelings.

I hardly speak my heart here. My true feelings are only revealed to those that have my trust. Yes, paranoid is the word. I loathe the judgements that people pass.

So let me speak my heart out this one time.

Acceptance? You had it once. But you lost half of it when you started saying those stuff to him since one year ago.

It's really miraculous that you haven't heard a single snort from me over the past one year. I'm bewildered by the radius of my throat to actually swollow all that up.

Any other individual would have blown up by the second or third dart you threw. But I didn't want to make things ugly. I took it all. At times I really wanted to treat you as a friend. I always took a second look at people that got outcasted. I believe there's another side of them that others fail to see. And I took a second look at you, a third, a fourth, a fifth, I lost count. Everytime I try convincing myself that there's actually an admissible side within you, however you return me with flying darts finely seasoned in salt, the perfect brand that rubs into wounds. Sometimes it docks on my back, sometimes at my face; Unsavoury. Foolish, I felt, at times.

Your passing judgements of me, and my relationship, is simply distasteful.

Your straying assumptions, I've heard, I'm aware. Be that as it may, I'm not sure if in this case silence is golden, but it definitely does not bespeak consent.

In what position are you to tag me unreasonable and not understanding/accepting?

Based on one incident, you conclude. Awesome.

Ever considered my feelings if you remembered I have one too?

If that's your approach, life's gonna be despairing. Sometimes you are just trying a little too hard at things you shouldn't be, and oblivion to the things you should be working on. And I meant it in the constructive way.

I've always felt that there's no need to publicise intimacy with my the other half. I feel uncomfortable for those around me, so I keep an acceptable distance and leave affections to surface up only in our private moments.

Embed the unloving label if it pleases. We're cool.

A friend was right. I don't have to please everyone.

Jaded, I asked that solomon friend of mine,

Why is it that I am perpetually situated in positions like such.

I got enlightened.

" God might have placed you in this situation ten years ago, for you to learn. But you didn't, so he placed you in the situation over and over again until you really learn. "

Indeed, I never learnt, never managed to oppose this overwhelming part of myself. Up till now I'm still easily hit by each and every bit around me. Be it significant or not.

And the one that suffers with me the most is the most immediate one closest next to me. I'm sorry luu, for having to make you sit through upteen roller coaster rides with me. I really have to learn to filter and block out people's ill intentions, ugly words, accused judgements, ingenuinity and all.

A third person can only assume and never know what's going on in a two-people-affair.

There's no need to prove anything to anyone.

If you think that a relationship does not encompass any disagreements, then maybe you've just not reached the point of intimacy where you recognise each other's differences.

I really wished I could give all friends unconditional love and acceptance. But it's a mutual process. Speak to your heart first.

Don't pass judgements, it goes 360 degrees.

Well.

My days of whining and complaining about others have come to an end. Nothing is easier than fault-finding. All it will do is discolor my personality so that none will want to associate with me. That was my old life. No more.

One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.

True enough.

Cheers, lovers, darlings, friends.
 
 
rustique
Friday, May 08, 2009 @ 3:08 PM
 

Conclusion: Sleeping without air-con makes you 'skinnier'.

No wonder!

HAHAHA. Okay lame. How did we even arrive at that?
 
 
rustique
 




Oh god, I'm SO GLAD I was wearing earphones when I clicked the video at Angie's blog.

My dear fellow comrades that are falling asleep from work and need a perk up, this is your remedy.

LOL.

And for people like keiths that can't understand chinese, this is for you.

1. Satisfied moaning
2. Combination moaning
3. Pure/innocent moaning
4. Marathon moaning
5. Puritan moaning
6. Little dog moaning
7. Little baby moaning
8. American moaning
9. Japanese A-pian moaning
10. Suddenly experiencing triple orgasm moaning


Rare explicit content that you'd find in my blog, but certain moans are so hilarious that I have to share! You can join the audience in cheering. Enjoy! LOLLL.

Credits to Angie's blog!


 
 
rustique
Thursday, May 07, 2009 @ 10:33 AM
 

So, it's finally resolved!

Seven sighs of relief. =)

My baby has finally made it through his sniper course, having a break till next monday. Heh.

Gosh. I've been spoiling myself so much these days. Giving too much lax.

I'm turning paranoid :(
NOOOOOOOOOOO.

And my left leg is totally going spastick.
Wassup with my knee and ankle man.

The sudden numbness and sharp pains. No more skipping. No more jogging. No more heels.

The things I'm left with are so limited.

Boooooooo.

Stay positive, you constipated grumpy ladybird.
 
 
rustique
Wednesday, May 06, 2009 @ 12:04 AM
 
I'm a Living Dead Beat.

Have been really really tired these days.

Practically been cabbing everywhere, and I always find myself falling asleep on the journey home.

Didn't even have the energy to workout for the past few days, but no slack for myself today despite how much I wanted to just go into goodnight mode.

Metup with a couple of good ol' friends lately.

I guess now I only have the energy to talk about what happened during the day and not over the past one month or so.

It'd be good to have someone to ask how's your day though.

I need a good decent rest.
And a lesser dosage of hypocrites and plastic kids.
 
 
rustique
Monday, May 04, 2009 @ 11:42 AM
 
You just saw your pain.
 
 
rustique
Saturday, May 02, 2009 @ 10:50 AM
 
Okay I feel insane to be laughing like that on a Saturday morning.

Was reading Seowjin's blog over breakfast, and I wonder if it's breakfast that makes me happy, or it's just simply THAT amusing.

Anyway, she was googling on how to not feel so sleepy during work.

And here's the very interesting answer she found by some netizen.

try sleeping more at night and exersizeing more in the day.
sleepy about 15mins after eating is normal, but if its lasting longer than that, then do what i said above.
keeping doing what i said until its normal.
Break dance.
Exersize.
eat at least 2500 cals a day.
Muscle weighs more than fat, don’t try to loose weight, eat healthy wide varieties-
fruits(3-10 serv.) and
veggies(3-10serv) and
only drink water 36-100 cups,
meat/protein(3-10serv)
dairy/calcium(3-10serv)
grains/rice/carbs(3-10),
multi vitamin and other needed supplements.

exersize hard, sweaty, out of breath, painful, burning, get tired,
if u sleep 14 hours, then exersize 3- 4 hours,
if u sleep 8 hours, then exersize for 9-10 hours,
shower 2-14 times,
clean mouth 3-14 times, the goal is to be strong and healthy!
i did the calculator online, I need to eat at least 3500 cals.


Dear Seowjin, if you were to follow this expert's formula, I assure you, you would not have to worry about falling asleep anymore. Not at all.

Because you would most probably have died in three days after abiding his/her "recommended" exercise of "9-10 hours" per day.

OR.

You'd have died of poverty after spending all your money on buying toothpaste to "clean mouth" for "3-14 times" a day, and your arms would have grown so weary of the motion of brushing teeth that you no longer have the energy to reach out to drink that "36-100 cups of water".

OR.

You'd have died a guilty woman as you were unable to meet the target of showering "2-14 times a day"as your parents most probably wouldn't consent of such an extravagant activity like this in a time of economic trauma.


-____________-

Okay, so much about dying. Inauspicious! :s

Crap, now I feel sleepy.

Pass me your research seowjin, only those that won't put my life in danger. LOL. Thanks.
 
 
rustique
 
Luu, all the best for tomorrow..

Though it's a really impromptu decision and preparation time is really short, I still hope the best for you, or rather, the both of you. =)

You have my fullest support, just like one year ago. Has never changed.

Please stay healthy dear.

And today.. While I was spending time together with you, I just had this overpowering urge to say that.. I love you so much... So so so so so. :)

Go Exocouz! Go Audrey! Go Keiths! Go EVERYONE whose big day's tomorrow (:
 
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